in this instance, i guess i'm going to have to step up to help out my little brother. it's almost a matter of life and death i guess...i can't tell. it's much easier for me to be hard and austere and feel like people shouldn't be stupid. silly me...and conceited too to think that people's situations are so easy to figure out. it's hard for me to show the love even when i know that possibly is the very remedy of a sinking heart at the moment. so in a sense, what if i am struggling just as much as him? how am i so strong? and people look to me for strength. 'silly them' i think sometimes. gotta keep it movin'!